Mellow Dramatic

[ishen]

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<LI>
<DIV align=left>Garrett, Sweatheart, Baby,</DIV>
<LI>
<DIV align=left>What the hell have you done?</DIV>
<LI>
<DIV align=left>I blew you off, I was rude,</DIV>
<LI>
<DIV align=left>Tried to play you, all in fun.</DIV>
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<DIV align=left>Now it seems that you're gone,</DIV>
<LI>
<DIV align=left>I want it over from the start.</DIV>
<LI>
<DIV align=left>Can't stop sweatin' on your memory.</DIV>
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<DIV align=left>Howthe hell d'ya get my heart?</DIV></LI>[/list]
You da Stsmileys/smiley10.gifr, playaEdited by: ishen

[NoheaLilo]

all i can say. . . interesting and uniqueEdited by: NoheaLilo

[elephantus]

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

[shadowblaster]

smileys/smiley7.gifGarrett


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smileys/smiley12.gifbaby


smileys/smiley5.gifwhat the hell did you do


I heard Bye bye baby don't be blue


on the radio today


I thought of you


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Baby take off your cool I wanna see you I wanna see you

[stargazer]

Hey Dreamer,&nbs p;&nbs p;&nbs p;&nbs p;&nbs p;&nbs p;&nbs p; Big Hearted Heavy Thinker&nbsp ;&nbsp ;&nbsp ;&nbsp ;&nbsp ;&nbsp ; How is the Master plan?& nbsp;& nbsp;& nbsp;& nbsp;& nbsp;& nbsp; If there is something that I'm missing&nbsp ;&nbsp ;&nbsp ;&nbsp ; for the benefit of the mission&nbsp ;&nbsp ;&nbsp ;&nbsp ;&nbsp ; let me inon the whispering&n bsp;&n bsp;&n bsp;&n bsp;&n bsp;&n bsp;&n bsp;&n bsp; I'll do what I can

[stargazer]

I didn't do that on purpose


that's the story of my life

[ishen]

<UL>
<LI>Despite formy lust, I am completely sane</LI>
<LI>But the Gazer called me out, and, baby,used my NAME</LI>
<LI>smileys/smiley3.gif</LI>
<LI>Now, tell me this was just somestrange coincedence</LI>
<LI>Or, do you know somethin that you need to convince?</LI>[/list]





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[stargazer]

when she climbed up to the Mt. top to see what she could be it sent her rolling right down to the post to get a whipping like a hoax when they told her she was a hunter for the dreams she'd never see. But in the gypsy's arms she fell prey and in the air love sings revival summoning you to the crossroads of her days and though the roads may come and go like a wave and constant mount forever holding you roll on midnight rider Hot'lanta stlye slide me some sugar and spice over this way round to the place you sent Melissa awayon a freight train to another day hanging on to the ace ofspades stand back and watch the sparksfade awayawakening her with whipsersand spirits knowing just which road to take. And now is it over and gone can you hear the lullaby song do you see the sunshine of our blue skies and the height of our doves turn your love my way if I stayed with you forever could you always be a rambling man would you go with me wherever and take me to the sea to always be Jessica called me last week she wants to move to Hawaii to pursue her pHd Doesn't that sound tempting at least to entertain. By the way crazy love I do think the world of you what you want me to do?


Interpretations


allmanbros

[Gustav]

JitterBug I had a dream last night bout a caterpillar inside his silky cocoon we prayed together to the surrounding light.


we say


purple star silent roar stop me when it's over from afar brilliant lure trap me in a moment I find you every night underneathe the helmet light guide my follow through the wild shine on me tomorrow night star I love your purple haze your purple rays shines through these skies and kisses me lavendar bliss inside you're a purple wave wading me to shore you hang above the tree of life where a dancer embraces its lips with a kiss and soars through the lit up night sky purple star you're too far away have you no place in this world purple star you shine so bright your light must reflect in some soul purple star pass by my window you look like a passion flower purple is the hour your petals dreamcatch me a purple tower and a butterfly queen but purple rain just ain't the same without a purple King.

[melodylee]

The fire still exists, and I keep inhaling the smoke. I will never forget that one mistake. Though the smell of your body, the trust that it would take. I still remember the choicethat would change me in so many ways. I asked you to come closer, in between my beatingheart.I pressed you close to me and the flames grew hot, and I kept breathing you in, feeling higher and higher.As much as I knew the sacrifice, I had been there before, I just brought you closer, wanting you even more...


As soon as the moment approached, it dissipated with loyalty, and I overcame your scent to remember my reality.The life that I have lived surpassed any high you could evergive... I would rather burn myself than live in regret. So I hold the fire in my memories, and that secondthat saved my heart. A moment can change a lifetime, never forget why your here, to be honest and to love...


inmymindseye

[Gustav]

And when I lay to sleep and a rainbow fills my mind god says unto me the greatest thing you will ever learn is just to love and to be loved in return


And so I say to god these are what I want in my love: sweet, cuddly, warm, smart, knowing the eyes and the ears, knowing the water and the sky,touch and fly, curious,feels my heart, loves my everything, as I love his, knows god intimately, respectful, pimped out and in, free, happy.


thankyou god

[koko]

Okay,So this is a story my friends and I wrote in college. You know the kind one person starts and then passes around a couple of times to their friends to finish. Adam started it then me, Megan, and Margaret. He called it


The Room with No Walls


It's funny but the first words out of her mouth were "want some?" But that's not what she meant she was just being polite and actually referring to the wine? He took a sip and she smiled and took a swig of the mixed thing she was drinking until then. Suddenly she felt a great surge of power rush over her body. It started at her feet and moved up taking over her entire body. Then, she felt the ground fall beneathe her as she began to levitate off the ground. "Oh sh*t," she thought, "it's happening again. How embarassing." She thought briefly about the last time. She had no control whatever force consumed her bad - real bad - oh God! And the last time she ended up in the back of an RV - what was his name, Jackson? With those hidieous snake cowboy boots. "Why don't we get drunk and screw?" This time I must control it fight it! And then quite suddenly reality flooded back in and the boy sitting accross from her was still there. " Oh God she really must hate me," he thought. And then everything bad that anyone had ever told him came back in one blast - all those stupid self-doubting thoughts from high-school too. What to do? Well, he supposed the only thing left to do was to kiss her. So he does. He catches her off gaurd and kisses her lips slowly. She is startled and he steps back. He never felt such a kiss. It was electric. It was chock full of energy that flowed into his being like that from an outlet into the vacuum cord. It was blue but not cold. She stared at his contemplation and floated off the ground again."My God you're floating!" He said. "Come join me!" she said. They held hands. The electricity transferred onto his large, clean, scarless hand. And it was her world he saw. The interior ofa place he could neverhave imagined. It was both dark and beautiful, silent - but full. Lonely and yet comforting and in the distance there was a light. She has been here thousands of times but never saw this glow before. And when they reached the light - they woke up!

[melodylee]

Warm Vanilla Sugar... That is what you are. Like a sweet kiss in the middle of a hot summer day. I never want to leave you. I float away in your sandbox as we play with toy trucks and cars. You are a radiant beam sent right down from God Himself, directly to me, for me, for my heart. You made me whole again, and HE new that was all I needed.Every time the season's change I think of you, and when the hot summer sun floats into the sky, I smell Warm Vanilla Sugar... then I long for your sweet kiss, that a two-year-old can only give you so many times before they grow up and away, like a hot summer day.

[Gustav]

It's time for some mind sex


"When you show me your mind it make me wanna show you mines reflecting my light when it shines to taking our time...for me, boo, making love is just as much mental I like to know what I'm getting into.... yeah what you know about mind sex?"


love, dead prez

[Gustav]

I wanted to play this song for you its very powerful and moving but apparently I'm going somewhere not really sure where but I don't wanna go without you.


Gone


Come upstairs with me cuz I'm going, going, gone. A heartbeat's beat is faster on desire's side so why do we not move at all?


Up along the stairs with me you are never secondary. Not before, not after, not even in between. Is all that we see or seem but a dream within a dream?


Come into my little world. I'll make it move for you. Orbit round our eternal mind through and through.


One more chance, one more night, give me just one kiss to make it right then we can drive for miles and miles, then we can ride until we die and it will be alright cuz I love you tonight,tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, toniiiiiiiiight.


Come upstairs with me cuz I'm going, going, gone. Up along the stairs with me you are never secondary. It's one love, it's our love, We've got to share it our be gone.





"Won't you help me sing these songs of freedom. All I've ever had.....Redemption songs......these songs of freedom"

[melodylee]

I followed you that day, I hesitated to my dismay. Ashamed of myself as the rhythm followed my trembling hand, and I began to sing ever so lightly.


"I wanna be the only one in the night, that will make it right, as far as the mind can see I will follow thee. And when we finally get there I won't ever care. Because I came with you and with you I came."


So how deeply do you really know your "mind sex" as you call it. Self expression is in your words, but it could be deeper... Can you open up to a complete stranger, and let the truth set you free??

[nightnurse]

There were things we were searching for I think you know for the rhymes of an hour now I'm going home.


Do you feel like a stanger. Like when nobody believes in you and yet they all do. I want to feel only you. That's why I saved myself for you. First, my sex andnow my love I think we all know that I can rise above.


I don't remember it well enough. I felt like I was in another world won't you remind me how it felt to be your girl.

[jessterswan]

so this will be the first one i write on this beast.


f**k, april is coming quick. what to do, what to do?


pain in my mind drowning out edge of time to dwindle


the spindle of reality put forth by one last line.


a dry inhale is why i'll fail as they keep pushing


and using me as the pills make the pain release.


another walking down the road on opposite sides of


time, yet my brother for all its worth taught me more


about my life without saying anything. a dad is nothing


more than a sperm doner against the walls of a mothers womb


all the while she creates a tomb for herself and the life that


grows inside. a father is a man. a father learns patince,


forgivness, and tolerance. he is the one a child can come


to when things are going wrong, to help him become strong


as his life is begining as yours is slowly dying., fading like a


dimming light on a night with another womens body lying


next to yours in darkness.


so is this what i have to look foward too, or will my life be as uncomplicated


as wild horses drag me away to a place where i belong


for all my mistruths and failing as a human being?


well we'll see, wont we.

[melodylee]

JESSE, THERE IS A REASON YOU ARE HERE.


MINE LEFT WHEN I WAS 8 AND I CAN STILL REMEMBER THAT DAY, LIKE IT HAPPENED A SECOND A GO ~A RIPPLE IN MY TIME~ YOU BECOME A STRONGER PERSON THROUGH ALL THE MIS-TRUTHS AND ALL THE FAILURES IN LIFE. IF YOU DIDN'T HAVE THOSE sh*tTY ASS DAYS THAT MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE DYING, THEN THE GOOD DAYS WOULDN'T FEEL SO GOOD.. WE ARE ALL KEEPING OUR CHIN ABOVE THE WATER, I FEEL YOU.


smileys/smiley28.gifMELODY

[jessterswan]

then i awoke from a dream that was pulling me downward into obscure realities that would forever cling to my mind like the scent you left behind. twisting and turning as i lay in my bed alone for what seems like the last time. evertime i meet someone new i show myself asi truely am and they end up walking away without ever getting to really know me. they all say they want the same things in a man, but the one ones i've seen are all in a dream cause when the time hits they end up trowing fits of rage while there all traped inside the dormant hole they wish to call a soul. while my broken heart rips apart the flesh i used to call a home. no matter what everone is alone.

[melodylee]

The only one that matters is me, and I care not of what others think. Men are just a pawn in the lesson's of life, and with all my might I think I care to find the right move... But it all ends up being the same complications, and the same baggage that everyone already has, and I find myself not caring anymore. My searching is always in vain and my self confidence is always stricken by the intolerable people that I tend to be attracted to, and I find myself lost once again trying to find myself in the darkness that I have created in this "game". I AM ALLOWED TO BREATH. The only one that matters is me, and I care not of what others think.

[jessterswan]

so as i write all night long, memmories of you danicing through clouds of mis-matched swans. were we "right" for one another, or did you break my heart like all the others. "dancing days" fell upon mysoul as we slowly embraced on another level of realities grand illusion. you say you want me back yet you were the one who left me holding on to what was left of my pride. now were about to bring a life into this world and for what its worth i'll be there for the birth, of "our" child on a mid-spring nights mild and dampining earth. through black forests and darkining seas of the myth that you say you still need me.

[melodylee]

... and when you finally meet you child, you WILL play in the sand...

[Hush]

It makes me wonder. What makes a man change the road he's on. A mistake in judgement, or were you just waiting forher to fall apart.Or is it like a disguise that we make far beneathe the skin coming up to the surface to get pulled right off your face. I never wished on you any ill will. I thought you had attained your greatest desires and that's how you remained in my mind as someone I could look up to as someone who had reached their goals. Eventhough I had to thouroughly lie to myself to make believe that I still had any goals. Eventually I found my peace/piece in solitude and music.I listen only to her. She speaks to me and I learn to speak her language and to move like the snake that she is, you know the way they wrap around.


Now I know that my greatest goal is just to be closer to her as I move foward on this roadof pleasure that I find deep within my soul.


I don't want to hurt nobody I don't want to hurt myself I don't want to need anybody I just want to have fun and to learn how to love now all that I can do is hope that you don't change your mind you seem to be confused or maybe I just don't understand all these ashes blowing through these pages of technoculturesmileys/smiley17.gif Either way the truth remains I want to taste you and make you stand in love with me no more of this falling bullsh*t

[jessterswan]

as i sit alone at this desk in the middle of the night drunk and disorderly, i cant help but think, do you understand me? it seems like you do, and you say all the right things, but do you really know how it feels to have two daughters that you only see once a year? you cant possibly know the pain i go through on a daily basis, knowing that my little girls only thinkk of me as thier "friend" they have no clue as to who i am, cuse you'll never let them. dont you get it yet? i am a father, one who will be there for them for all of time and never forget that line. aaaaahhhhhh to be drunk and in....... oh hell you should know by now, love is for those who belive in fairytales. and i dont. anymore.

[steppen]

smileys/smiley19.gifLA LA


LA LA


LA


warm


it up


Good. Since my birth I have had two equally difficult and painful roles to conceive thanks to my motherless father and my loverless mother.


I think I have done my best in closing the mouth of this beast. but tomorrow I will speak tonight i have to work


as for my father his true love is in his children ha has never made love with a woman last. alas, hewasa motherless immigrant boy who was left alone to dance and dream next to death.

[steppen]

the boys are waitingsmileys/smiley10.gif

[coral]

Inteligence and understanding are in harmony on the way to heaven. Whew, that sauce is hot!! talk about the space it takes just to find a blank page. And with every end comes yet a new beginning. Talk about thourough...Geez...here's some of mommas soul philosophy.


The themes are Choice, Rainbows, and Flourishing LOVE


We are heading into a new direction of love and the dreaming children who contain the budding seeds of new ideas, feelings, and the early stages of a relationship emphasizing the imagination, special storytelling, sensitivity, and romance. It is time to let go of the past. Putting so much effort into something will surely outgrow you fast. Separate yourself gather the courage to stand up in the unknown land. You have the tools and the magic lay down the application it will benefit you in your new ventures. To let go of the past accept it, forgive it, evaluate it and make your conclusions as it ends in a chapter no longer having power over you. Be reborn and heal in your transforming minds. The crossroads are confusing but full of a gustful wind that you can easily believe in recognizing love. Trust your intuitive imagination and mind through these trials of your conscience, passions, and loss. Visions of doom are not a reality. Understand the knowledge that you choose awake from the bad dream playing in your head and be the summation of the lovers that you are to choose. Be generous with solutions and assistance with practical love. Balance and harmonize compassionatley with Justice since your ideals govern your life get rid of ideas that do not hold up the framework of your house. Objectively, we will find these solutions which seem to be rooted in the emotions rising up inside for the development of this new relationship full of love and joy. Promise and hope fill my mind as I yearn to explore my heart. Fan the fire as you measure out your decision investigating your imagination and fantasies by being creatively abundant and therefore confusing yourself. I see your careful consideration. There is a danger that your dreams will remain fantasies but this artistic talent should not be wasted. I'm right here you shined your light on me you are so strong in your courage and determination that you've got me in that palm of your hand. All you have to do is open it all the secrets will be revealed. You are ever so kind and helpful as you face the fears of your relationships to truly examine your defenses as we approach the idea of a mature love, this new and determined love. I believe we are being blessed with satisfaction emotionaly and physicaly as we soon shall materialize into our sensuality of completeness and JOY. Aaaaaaaah smileys/smiley3.gif


Subconciously, I'm afraid to let go, it's not that I don't want to change it's that I'm afraid of losing the comfort I have worked so hard to establish in my shifting head. I am faced with a great risk, however, I place my faith into the unkown places of the mind, such as the imagination. Take control of these wild horses and steer them into your own personal frontier. It seems that someone has stolen my heart and in my confrontational aggresion I have allowed them to play innocent. But to catch a thief you must be a thief and with all of this mental energy of providence I have stolen it back. After surrendering control toa higher power I am back at my initial quest which was in its darkest hour our refusal to make any choice whatsoever. Instead placing our effort into accepting the existance of these wild horses and maintaing balances that would only yield temporary results. Since LOVE is a radical change of perspective with so many messages full of inspiration and enthusiasm I look to you in faith. I want to thankyou for dreaming me into your world. I can nurture myself but only you can feed me. Inside my center changes are occuring as my spiritual seeking has brought me to a new inner world full of creative ideas and desires to journey to new places. You excite and motivate me to study and to work hard in order to enjoy this mental stimulation of knowledge. I am developing these powerful new growths of beloved feelings. Loyalty can be a trap and it can be a release the road you choose will set your mind at ease. My commitment to energy and your wish for variety will formualte these changes. smileys/smiley14.gif

[melodylee]

I feel really bad today, i am sorry for hurting you, and I will never do it again. I confess that I fail sometimes, and i confess that i cry. I my not be as strong as I want you to see me, but I will always try my best. So today, for today, I am all yours if you'll have me, because I am sorry, and that is all I have to say...

[BoPicasso]

i forgive u melody... smileys/smiley4.gif

[melodylee]

AHHHHHHHH... Thanks, I was so meaning you too!!! How did you know! LOL

[koko]

I'm sorry baby don't be mad no more-my eyelids are heavy with hunger pains-will you open the door? Here's my #12-To always be


If I stayed with you forever could you always be a rambler would you go with me wherever and take me to the sea. I want to be yours only and you only for me. So no matter where you goI want you now to know that I'm thinking if you soley and if you getting down I'm coming soon around to take love with you slowly. What will you do when I come for you? If I wait here with a patience could it triple our sensations would it lead me to your bedside and lay me in your arms I want to be your lover and you to be disarmed. So no matter where you go I want you now to know that I'm thinking of you soley and if you're getting down I'm coming soon around to take love with you slowly. What will you do when I come for you? Is it everything you dreamed it would be is it anything you asked for all I need is intensity you make my spirit soar. Do I give you concentration have I triggered your soul to start you create my inspiration you've opened up my heart. So no matter where you go I want you now to know that i'm thinking of you soley and If you getting down I'm coming soon around to take love with you slowly. What will you do when I come for you??

[BoPicasso]

Pretty tight Koko!!!! smileys/smiley2.gif

[slowmotion]

smileys/smiley9.gif Well, what I really want to know is are you gonna go my way?


Are you gonna be my baby?

[jessterswan]

We used to drive all night
We'd get hi all the time
She used to call me all the time
Now she don't
She used to call me all the time
We'd go out all the time
You little angel, you look so fine


Why the f**k you f**king with me
Why the f**k you playing with me
Why the f**k you wasting my time
Why the f**k you hiding my sunshine


With friends like you who really needs it
Your smiling face is misplaced, you're so deceiving
I can feel my spirit leaving
I cut my wrists you see them bleeding
Just like a parasite you creeping
See me psychotic, see me jumping of the deep end


We used to drive all night
W'e'd get hi all the time
She used to call me all the time
Now she don't
She used to call me all the time
We'd go out all the time
But that's over and its done, and its all right, oh yeah


Why won't you just leave me alone
Why won't you take your funky ass on home
You got nothing to say that I want to hear
I see through you, you perfectly clear


With friends like you who really needs it
Your smiling face is misplaced, you're so deceiving
I can feel my spirit leaving
I cut my wrists you feel them bleeding
Just like a parasite you creeping
Suffer like the fu**ing crucifixion
Cover me with dirt, there won't be no resurrection
See me psychotic, see me jumping off the deep end


We used to drive all night
We'd get hi all the time
She used to call me all the time
Now she don't
She used to call me all the time
We'd go out all the time
You little angel, you look so fine


If I told you how I felt, you would throw it back at me
Your wicked mouth would laugh at me
I hear you laughing at me
Your eyes could never lie to me
Words are all lies to me, it's all lies to me


With friends like you who really needs it
Your smiling face is misplaced, your so deceiving
I can feel my spirit leaving
You cut my wrists, you feel them bleeding
Just like a parasite you creeping
Baby got me psychotic, got me jumping of the deep end


(J. Shaine/C. Benekos/W. Geer/M. Young/ B. Vaught/D. Boyce)


heres one for all you folks, i didnt write this, however its fitting for my life right now.

[jessterswan]

well, this fear of rejection keeps holding me back as you look at me from the otherside of the tracks. i cant understand why you let me feel like everythings alright, when all i've done for the past ten years is cry to myself at night. you used to tell me how much you loved me, when he came between us, why couldnt you see? that for all the talk of my love for art, its what you used to destroy my heart. "and after all those feelings go" now i know why youve crushed my soul. and all i can say is thank you, its because of you im the man i am today.

[jessterswan]

My one greatest nemesis enemy is me
versus me in a battle to the death
Hear my tale rattle feel the heat
of my breath on the back of my own neck
my heart pound in my chest
no rest no trust no hope
this nigger can't cope this dope got me schizo
The son should. ve listened to his mother
from the get go now he get no got no love
stuck up on your back like a beetlebug nigger
here they come, here they come, here they come

[dalmation]

intersesting, Jesster, I like it...just wondering how did she destroy your heart? which one was she that crushed your soul? i just don't know.


one time I wrote a song called the house of fun and it was like blah blah blahblah... "now you're not so happy and now you're not so proud cuz you knew I'd never bow down to anyone except for myself and maybe Jesus Christ and the devil rebuilt together as one....save the son...how does it feel to be wanted by everybody how does it feel to be the one what's it like inside the house of fun that you build for everyone to witness your face when I enter what's at stake is it like ice swimming through a fiery lake?........BLahBLahbLah